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The Phoenix

What is the Phoenix, or better yet – the Phoenix Energy?

Phoenix Energy

The Phoenix has been the subject of mystical awesomeness for many millennia. The Phoenix is an amazing creature because everything about them represents change and transformation.

But because the Phoenix is often represented in fire, it is often referring to the transformation of someone, their life or one’s spiritual path.

The Phoenix is a very mystical bird, and has gone through it’s own transformations in the legends all throughout the world.

In their story, the phoenix lives for several hundred years, before it dies by bursting into flames, and then is reborn. The are reborn through rising from their ashes to start brand new.

This is such a very powerful symbol of growth in a persons life, because the phoenix itself represents all of the key elements of what is needed for awakening. Which are

  1. Surrender to heaven

2. Unconditional love

3. Wisdom beyond this world

4. Total wisdom having been in this world

5. The use of virtues

6. Transcending the nature of existence here

All of which the phoenix represents. Everything in their stories reveals the enlightenment process. There are many different pictures of the Phoenix in art, but I can tell you that when looking at this spirit, I have always seen a bird that resembles a mixture of a bird of paradise and a peacock both.

The wings are very large but have  stiff aviation feathers that help them to fly, but also ones that dangle down very whimsically. Their tail is also this way. 

The phoenix usually starts with quite a few energy waves of color. When found before the transformation, you will see them with use of red’s, oranges, blues, and yellows, all throughout their body as flames.

During the transformation process the blue in the flames, will ascend and dominate all of the other colors turning the phoenix into a full blue. And then they burst into ashes, and as the ashes call to the ground, they start to spin like a small cyclone back up into the air, with an indigo or lavender colored phoenix coming out of it.

Usually, they will have some rays surrounding the head afterwards, which is like a Nimbus or crown. And that will represent it’s spiritual illumination.

Most people as well, who have reached illumination, will also have a Nimbus behind them around the back of their head. Some people call them halos.

Nevertheless, the Phoenix represents resurrection rebirth. There have been many tales of many masters going through that process. I myself have also gone through that process, and once you do, it makes me so pure and often times leading me to want to hide away from everything else out there in the world.

And that is because I see the truth of things and my mind has ascended over matter. That is why I myself, often like to stay in my own little inner sanctuary, rather than going out in public.

And it’s the same story for the Phoenix to, because in stories you will find that the Phoenix is usually sought after, as they are hidden away somewhere. Someone seeking answers to life’s mysteries, will often find them in a remote location totally secluded from anyone else in the world.

Phoenix indeed has great knowledge after their transformation, and they don’t want it to be tainted at all, by the ways of the world. This bird is often referred to by many names considering the culture or tradition telling the story. In Chinese, they call it Huang.

Native American Indians refer to it as a Thunderbird. It is a very feminine energy, which goes back to what I was teaching in my course about the goddess.

I will not go into that here, but just to inform the reader, the Phoenix definitely carries a balance in their duality. However, they are considered to be more feminine because of the compassionate that they show through their illumination.

That is why I always say, that if someone has fully awoken, they would not have anger or hate. They would understand all things, to feel only love.

An interesting thing is, that in Jewish legends, the Phoenix was said to be in the garden of Eden after Eve ate the apple of knowledge. Their story implies that she attempted other animals with this fruit, but it was the Phoenix that decided that they did not want anything to do with it.

For all of its faith and loyalty to heaven, heaven would allow the bird to be immortal, able to rebirth it’s Self throughout time. It is pretty significant because the Phoenix is said to be reborn every thousand years.

And the Phoenix is also said to have a great healing capabilities. The phoenix changes and transforms so many times, from the beginning until the end of time. This is not only in spiritual understanding, but also in the midst and legends surrounding this creature. The story always changes, as does the appearance of this mystical bird. I know of many different soul types that incarnate, but the Phoenix is one who will always remain in their reincarnation process as a spirit, and that is because they are represented by that which is ethereal and pure.

If you happen to see a Phoenix, in a logo, on television, or just suddenly pops into mind…you can be sure that this is a message from your higher ups, that you are getting ready to go through a time of great transformation.

Although it may not represent total spiritual enlightenment, whatever the change is that you are about to face, will be life altering. In our group on Facebook, one of my students chose this bird is our theme of the week. Everything happens for a reason, and what I can say is that for this bird to be chosen, represents a great change for everyone involved in that group and for anyone else having seen the symbol of a phoenix somewhere.

I believe it to represent the fact that I have a new course that debuted, that is offering even more information for illumination and spiritual development. It just so happened that he chose this bird as our theme, the same week that I was launching the new lessons.

There are no coincidences in life!


Stealing your Man-Energy

Guard your manhood gentlemen, the females are stealing your energy! They might look good, it feels good, but consider semen retention! Why should I keep it from her?

Semen Retention – Avoid putting your life energy in the female for these reasons:

What are the purported benefits?

People point toward a variety of benefits to semen retention, such as:


  • more confidence and self-control
  • less anxiety and depression
  • increased motivation
  • better memory, concentration, and overall cognitive function


  • greater vitality
  • increased muscle growth
  • thicker hair, deeper voice
  • improved sperm quality


  • deeper relationships
  • stronger life force
  • better overall happiness

Sperm Production Cycle

  • Sperm usually takes around 50-60 days to develop in testicles.
  • Within the testes, the immature sperm cells divide multiple times. They eventually become tadpole-like cells that we call sperm. Each sperm is a single cell in itself.
  • Next, sperm moves to the Epididymis that are the ducts present behind testicles. These ducts store and carry sperm.
  • Subsequently, it takes about 14 days for the sperm to attain full maturation in these ducts. Then, in the Epididymis, the sperm gains motility or the ability to move. This enables them to travel when they get ejected in the semen.
  • This process is called spermatogenesis. According to research, the sperm production cycle takes about 64 days from start to finish. The brain releases luteinizing hormone (LH) and follicle-stimulating hormone (FSH). These hormones travel to the testes and produce testosterone.

Sperm Life Cycle

  • After maturation, the sperms remain in the Epididymis.
  • When a male person is stimulated, he ejaculates seminal fluid. This is called semen. Studies have found that every millimetre of semen contains around 20 to 300 million sperm cells.
  • After ejaculation, sperm lifetime depends on where it is ejaculated. It can die within a few minutes outside the male body. However, inside a female body, sperm can live for three to five days.
  • If the male person doesn’t ejaculate, the sperm breaks down, and the body reabsorbs it – subsequently initiating a new sperm life cycle.

How long does it take for sperm to refill?

Men produce sperm every day. By the end of a complete sperm production cycle, men can regenerate approximately eight billion sperms. However, an entire sperm regeneration cycle takes around 2.5 months.

Where is sperm stored?

Curious to know where sperm is stored in your body? The answer is Epididymis. This long tube is located behind your testicles. This tube is responsible for multiple functions.

It helps in sperm transport, storage and protection. When sperms leave the testes, they are underdeveloped. As a result, each sperm is a single cell, and they gain their ability to fertilize within the Epididymis.

Are you thinking about how much sperm a man can hold? Well, men can produce millions of sperm cells every day. The male body has excessive sperm and stores it in the Epididymis until ejaculation. In case the sperms are not ejected, they break down naturally.

How to release sperm faster?

You can do that by improving the quality of your sperm and ejaculating often. These are the few ways in which you can increase sperm count, which can help in ejaculation.

Exercise regularly

Studies have found that men who exercise regularly tend to have higher sperm counts.

Vitamin C and Vitamin D

Some studies have shown that vitamin C supplements can increase sperm count and motility.


Lycopene is an antioxidant found in fruits and vegetables like tomatoes, papaya, guava, dried apricots, etc. Consuming lycopene can increase sperm count and viability.

Limit smoking

Smoking has been linked to erectile dysfunction, and one can see a noticeable effect on semen quality. Normal fertile men can face a reduction in the amount of semen due to excessive smoking.

Wear loose clothing

Testes need to remain at an average temperature of 35 to 37 celsius. This is the right temperature for healthy sperm production. Wearing tight undergarments or jeans can cause sperm cells to reduce motility.

Is there any research to support this?

It’s a complicated, multifaceted topic, and research is lacking. Not having enough research doesn’t mean all claims are false, though.

It does mean that additional research and longer-term studies are needed to reach firm conclusions about specific claims.

Here are a few published studies:

  • In 2018, researchers conducted a systemic reviewTrusted Source of studies on the length of ejaculatory abstinence and semen characteristics. They noted the varied quality and limited nature of existing studies. Evidence suggests that an abstinence period of less than a day, rather than a longer abstinence period, is linked to improvement in sperm motility.
  • In a 2007 animal study, researchers found that androgen receptors in the brain, which help your body make use of testosterone, were lower with frequent masturbation.
  • In a small 2003 studyTrusted Source, researchers documented a link between ejaculation and changes in serum testosterone levels. Among the 28 volunteers, testosterone levels peaked on the seventh day of abstinence.
  • small 2001 studyTrusted Source found elevated testosterone levels in participants who abstained from masturbation for three weeks.
  • In a 2000 studyTrusted Source of male athletes, researchers found that sexual activity didn’t have a detrimental effect on athletic performance, but having intercourse two hours before a competition could.


Damayanthi Durairajanayagam,  Ashok Agarwal (2014) Lycopene and male infertility (Asian Journal of Andrology)

Damayanthi Durairajanayagam (2015) Sperm Biology from Production to Ejaculation (Springer)

Isiah D HarrisCarolyn Fronczak (2011) Fertility and the Aging Male (U.S. National Library of Medicine)

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Also watch out for Sperm theft

Sperm theft falls into three main categories:[5]

  • Sperm stashing – Occurs when a man’s semen is obtained surreptitiously, such as from a discarded condom, and subsequently used to inseminate a woman.
  • Non-consensual sexual intercourse – The sexual assaultrape or statutory rape of a man or boy that results in pregnancy.
  • Improper use of assisted reproductive technology – When a man’s frozen sperm sample is used, without his permission, to fertilize an egg during IVF and other artificial insemination procedures.

Can you refrain from cumming in her for 2.5 months? Please do!

I challenge you to have the discipline to reap the extra benefits of sperm retention!

Samson Legendary Warrior

How many of you believe the bible is real?

Do you believe in Angels?

Do you believe that Christ died for our sins?

We constantly search for truth – there is much false information, fake news, lies, and false prophets in our world in 2023.

Did Samson really have superhuman strength? Did his hair really give him power? Was the angel real who foretold his mother that he would dedicate himself to God?

I believe it is real.

There are many parables with hidden meanings in the sacred texts.

I encourage you, if you are reading this – to read the complete book of Proverbs.

Have you read the complete book? Read it from two translations, the old and new.

Mark my words if you read the book of Proverbs, you will be wiser, and it is priceless information.

Who was Samson in the bible?

Samson is one of the most recognizable of the judges who ruled over Israel before the time of the kings.

He was a Nazarite, yet he broke many rules of the Nazarite vow.

God gifted Samson with incredible strength, but he lost his strength when Delilah betrayed him to the Philistines, who blinded and enslaved him.

Samson is one of the most recognizable of the judges who ruled over Israel before the time of the kings.

Samson Was Proud

Samson ignores the rules of his Nazarite vows.

  • He eats honeycomb out of the carcass of a dead lion he slew (Judges 14:9)
  • He attends a wedding feast, where alcohol is present. Although the text does not indicate whether or not he drank, this article says he still sinned during that occasion when he kills 30 Philistines when his wife, Timnah, tricks him out of a wager (Judges 14). Whether killing them came from a sound mind or a mind under the influence of alcohol, he sinned.
  • Later on, his wife cuts his hair, which causes him to lose his great strength he’d been renowned for (Judges 16:20).

Known for violent acts and a bent for revenge, Samson also ends up committing a number of other atrocities. He ties the tails of 300 foxes together, fastens ablaze torches to them, and sets them loose in Philistine fields (Judges 15:4-5).

Samson Loved Delilah, Who Betrayed Him.

Sin has consequences.

For Samson, it came in the form of Delilah, a Philistine woman whom Samson fell in love with. The Philistines used this to their advantage and bribed her with 1,100 shekels (about three years’ worth of wages) to divulge the secret to Samson’s strength so they can overcome him (Judges 16:5).

After a great deal of trial and error, Delilah procures the source of his strength, his hair, and cuts it.

Then the Philistines blind the now weakened Samson and take him captive.

Before his conception, his mother, a peasant of the tribe of Dan at Zorah, near Jerusalem, was visited by an angel who told her that her son was to be a lifelong Nazirite—i.e., one dedicated to the special service of God, usually through a vow of abstinence from strong drink, from shaving or cutting the hair, and from contact with a dead body.

Samson possessed extraordinary physical strength, and the moral of his saga relates the disastrous loss of his power to his violation of the Nazirite vow, to which he was bound by his mother’s promise to the angel.

He first broke his religious obligation by feasting with a woman from the neighboring town of Timnah, who was also a Philistine, one of Israel’s mortal enemies.

On another occasion he repulsed their assault on him at Gaza, where he had gone to visit a harlot.

He finally fell victim to his foes through love of Delilah, who beguiled him into revealing the secret of his strength: his long Nazirite hair. As he slept, Delilah had his hair cut and betrayed him.

He was captured, blinded, and enslaved by the Philistines.

Samson Cried Out to God at the End of His Life.

Humiliated and now a slave to a Philistine grinding grain, Samson cries out to the Lord (Judges 16:28).

He prays for strength, one last time. He cried out to the Lord, and gathers Holy Spirit energy and placing both hands on pillars supporting the temple, he pushes the two supporting ones over. The temple falls apart and kills himself and thousands of Philistines in the process.

What Can We Learn from Samson?

Although the story ends sadly with Samson’s death, we can derive several applications from his life.

1. We cannot abuse any gifts God has given us. 

God gifted Samson with incredible strength, but he often abused it, using the might to show off, rather than bring glory to God. He learns the hard way that the Lord can give and take away gifts in a moment’s notice.

2. Sin leads to consequences. 

Samson didn’t see the immediate payout for some of his sin until much later, but it tends to catch us at the worst moments. When we feel like acting on impulse, like he had, we need to remind ourselves of the truth of Scriptures. We will encounter many Delilah’s in this world who will try to find our greatest weakness and exploit it.

3. Even at our lowest, God can still use us. 

Derived of all strength and humiliated beyond measure, God returns Samson his strength for one last showdown. Although Samson dies in the process, he ends up killing more of Israel’s enemies than he ever had during his boastful, revengeful days.

God works in mysterious ways.


Psalms 35 Spiritual Reading

Good afternoon !

I hope you are all doing well.

I renewed thenumber28 for another year – we all had a refreshing Thanksgiving holiday and looking forward to Christmas.

Wishing you all the best.

Here is my reading / spiritual prayer from the gospel of Psalms. May our Lord Father Bless all of you who in their hearts, worthy of his grace and loving kindness.

Did Einstein Believe in God?

MOD: EDIT – Repost from 2020! 🙂

“There must be something behind the energy” – Einstein

In school, my younger years, it was my understanding that Einstein was all science. And I thought he was an atheist. He was not. Doesn’t bother me either way, but perhaps was some group’s idea to ‘hide’ or ‘alter’ what he really said from the conscience of mainstream civilization post 1960. When finding this article on I thought I would share this incredible work with you.

What would Einstein say about God? I admire him and Edison very much, as Tesla. Who doesn’t?

Except, I wonder, what did he say about God specifically?

Dawkins explains that in dealing with Einstein’s religious views he relied on Max Jammer’s book Einstein and Religion

What did Einstein really say?

The following quotations from Einstein are all in Jammer’s book:

“Behind all the discernible concatenations, there remains something subtle, intangible and inexplicable. Veneration for this force is my religion. To that extent, I am in point of fact, religious.”[8]

“Every scientist becomes convinced that the laws of nature manifest the existence of a spirit vastly superior to that of men.”[9]

“Everyone who is seriously involved in the pursuit of science becomes convinced that a spirit is manifest in the laws of the universe – a spirit vastly superior to that of man.”[10]

“The divine reveals itself in the physical world.”[11]

“My God created laws… His universe is not ruled by wishful thinking but by immutable laws.”[12]

“I want to know how God created this world. I want to know his thoughts.”[13]

“What I am really interested in knowing is whether God could have created the world in a different way.”[14]

“This firm belief in a superior mind that reveals itself in the world of experience, represents my conception of God.”[15]

“My religiosity consists of a humble admiration of the infinitely superior spirit, …That superior reasoning power forms my idea of God.”[16]

“There must be something behind the energy”

What gives the lie to Dawkins’ claim that Einstein was an atheist is Einstein’s repeated references to “a superior spirit””a superior mind”“a spirit vastly superior to men””a veneration for this force” etc. etc. This is not atheism. It is clear Einstein believed that there is something beyond the natural, physical world – a supernatural creative intelligence. Further confirmation that Einstein believed in a transcendent God comes from his conversations with his friends. David Ben-Gurion, the former Prime Minister of Israel, records Einstein saying “There must be something behind the energy.”[17] 

According to Dawkins, “Einstein was repeatedly indignant at the suggestion he was a theist.”[19] The evidence from Jammer’s book is the exact opposite. What Einstein actually said is:

“I am not an atheist, and I don’t think I can call myself a pantheist.”[20]

“Then there are the fanatical atheists whose intolerance is of the same kind as the intolerance of the religious fanatics and comes from the same source.”[21]

“There is harmony in the cosmos which I, with my limited human mind, am able to recognize, yet there are people who say there is no God. But what really makes me angry is that they quote me to support such views.”


Very interesting. Check out the article for way more knowledge and more reasons to take a deep breath and explore all possibilities and think ‘outside the box’.


Angels are love

The Highest Angel

No picture could ever do this angel justice. An arch angel of the most high God. So much love and energy.

This Angel is sits on a Throne in the same vortex as the Most High God. Enoch walked with God. He records mankinds actions in the Book of Life. This Angel knows what it is to be Human. I promise you, the energy of this is right to my soul. I love you Metatron.

Here is vast knowledge that I have collected for years. I chant and call upon this Angel, to tell God I love him, and put it under Jesus. Remember God loved the world so much he sent his only begotten son.

I respect all religions, I love all ideas. If you don’t believe, that is Okay, God bless you and your path in this world. But I find true love in this.


Metatron is a powerful angel who teaches people how to use their spiritual power for good while he records their choices in the universe’s great archive (known either as God’s book of life or the Akashic record).

Some believers say that Metatron is one of only two angels (the other is Archangel Sandalphon) who was first a human being. It is believed he was the prophet Enoch from the Torah and the Bible before ascending to heaven and becoming an angel. Metatron’s experience living on Earth as a person gives him a special ability to relate to people who want to connect with him. Here are some signs of Metatron’s presence:

Flashes of Brilliant Light

You may see bright flashes of light whenever Metatron is visiting you, believers say, because he has a fiery presence that may manifest in the form of a crystalline body or colorful aura.

In their book, “Gnostic Healing: Revealing the Hidden Power of God,” authors Tau Malachi and Siobhan Houston suggest meditating and then envisioning Metatron appearing as a “crystalline light-body complete with the seven interior stars and the three channels, and the spiritual sun in the heart.” They continue: “Take up the chant Sar Ha-Olam, and envision a ray of light shooting up through the central channel from the spiritual sun in your heart and appearing as a holy star of white brilliance above your head. With the chant Torahkiel Yahweh, imagine that this star magically transforms into the image of Archangel Metatron.”

Author Doreen Virtue writes in her book , “Archangels 101,” that Metatron’s aura is “deep pink and dark green” and that Metatron often uses a brilliantly lit cube (known as “Metatron’s Cube” in sacred geometry because it’s reminiscent of Ezekiel’s chariot that the Torah and the Bible describe as made of angels and powered by flashes of light). Metatron uses that cube to heal people of unhealthy energies that they want to clear out of their lives. Virtue writes, “The cube spins clockwise and uses centrifugal force to push away unwanted energy residue. You can call upon Metatron and his healing cube to clear you.”

Yet that is exactly what is achieved by Metatron’s Cube and some other shapes in ‘Sacred Geometry’.

The Angel Metatron and his amazing ‘Cube’ Who was Metatron?

Mythically, Metatron was originally human, elevated to archangel by God for his services as scribe. Foremost communicator between humans and the divine, he is best known for his ‘cube’, shown above Angel Metatron, right.

The Flower of Life – A specific regular repeating pattern of circles rotating around a central point, shown – contains a vast Akashic system of information (kind of, short hand for the entire planet’s memory), including templates for the five Platonic Solids – Key Sacred Shapes which are the building blocks of creation. If you think this is far fetched, read on – in a moment you will see the shapes appear as if by magic.

A Crop Circle

Sacred Geometry, by the way, is where the ‘mystery of all creation’ meets science, and any sceptics out there might enjoy further study, which will transport you from the Atomic Tables via mathematics to the myth of Atlantis and crop circles in the wink of an eye (which, as you will discover, embodies a very special shape known as a vesica piscis, and more, much more…)

Metatron is linked with Thoth –(or possibly, Metatron IS Thoth – ancient figure who pops up many times through esoteric history, said to have reincarnated many times from pre-history, Atlantis, Ancient Egypt, even to today, possibly AKA Drunvalo Melchizedek.

Metator’ is latin for a guide or measurer, which is certainly akin to this cube. ‘Metatron’ also refers to the ‘Keter’ or crown in the Kabbalah ‘Tree’ – an ancient picture of the Chakra System. The Kabbalah Tree is based on the ‘Flower of Life’ – no doubt, as Madonna could tell you! See Blue Outline above – how The Kabbalah Tree is derived from The Flower of Life.

Anyway, I shall be your guide through this vast landscape of ‘weird shape fractal zodiac geomancy’ – whatever that is!

According to this theological material, Enoch (Metatron) is responsible for transmitting the secrets of the Written Torah as well as the Oral Tradition. “And Metatron brought them out from his house of treasuries and committed them to Moses, and Moses to Joshua, and Joshua to the elders, and the elders to the prophets and the prophets to the men of Great Synagogue…”[17]

In late Merkabah, Metatron (Enoch) is the guide and the revealer of secrets to all who are initiated into the account of chariots.[18] Hekhaloth literature (3 EnochShi’ur Qomah) describes these functions of Metatron. He guides and reveals secrets to R. Ishmael and to R . Akiba. Sometimes the Merkabah narrative extends his role to the titles of the Prince of Wisdom and the Prince of Understanding.[19]
It is apparent that in 2 Enoch one may see some kind of preparation of Enoch for his role as Metatron, “the Knower of Secrets.” The preparation entails several stages. First, the archangel Vereveil inducts Enoch into these secrets.

He instructs Enoch in “all the deeds of the Lord, the earth and the sea, and all the elements and the courses…and the Hebrew language, every kind of language of the new song of the armed troops and everything that it is appropriate to learn” (23.1-2). Second, the Lord himself continues to instruct him in the secrets, which he had not even explained to the Angels (24.3). Finally, the Lord promised Enoch the role of “Knower of Secrets.” 

The important detail here is that the promise of the role is closely connected with other titles of Metatron such as “The Prince of Presence,” “The Heavenly Scribe,” and “The Witness of the Judgment.” In the text the Lord promised:

…and you will be in front of my face from now and forever.[20] And you
will be seeing my secrets[21] and you will be scribe for my servants[22]
since you will be writing down everything that has happened on earth
and that exists on earth and in the heavens, and you will be for me a witness of the judgment[23] of the great age (36.3).

This substantial passage graphically depicts the interrelation of the future roles of Enoch (Metatron) in the narrative of 2 Enoch. In spite of the fact that the text does not elaborate the real embodiments of these roles and titles, but only promises and initiations in these roles, it leaves the impression that 2 Enoch is part of larger tradition and that its author has prior knowledge of the future development of these titles and the deeds behind them.

It is intriguing that the narrative of 2 Enoch does not show the promised powerful deeds of Enoch-Metatron in different offices of the heavenly realm, for example, those of the Knower, The Scribe, The Witness and The Prince of Presence even in early “primitive” Merkabah or apocalyptic form. It looks as if the author of the text deliberately avoids these details. He knows that it is not time for revealing these faces. Enoch must return to the earth, and only after that trip he will fully assume his heavenly offices. In 67.2, which serves as the conclusion to Enoch’s story, there is a statement about the theme: “and the Lord received him and made him stand in front of his face for eternity.”[24]

In this regard, the narratives of 2 Enoch and 3 Enoch seem to be written from different temporal perspectives. The setting of Enoch’s story in 2 Enoch is the antediluvian period. Melchizedek”s narrative of the book distinctively stresses this point. This explains why in 2 Enoch “there is no place for Abraham, Moses, and the rest.”[25]

Salutations in the Light of the Great Seth (Shin-Tau)!

Torahkiel literally means “Torah of God” or the “Law of God,” and Yahweh literally means “That Which Was, Is and forever Shall Be,” these two sayings placed together become a fascinating contemplation; Torahkiel can also be translated as the “Word of God” and Yahweh can be translated as the “Eternal Continuum” or “Light Continuum,” which may take the contemplation even deeper.

These two names together as one holy name of Archangel Metatron indicate Metatron as the Angel of the Supernal Shekinah, the interior Divine Presence, who spoke to the prophet Moses in the giving of the Ten Commandments; the aspect appearing to Moses, of course, was Archangel Sandalfon, the Angel of the Shekinah manifest. Thus, this is the Great Maggid at the burning bush speaking the Essential Name of the Most High (Eheieh Asher Eheieh) and the Great Maggid speaking the Holy Law that would open the way for the coming of the Messiah.

In this we may understand a very esoteric allusion when the masters of the tradition teach that rather than Moses and Elijah appearing in the Transfiguration, it was Enoch and Elijah, for as the Great Maggid of the Supernal Shekinah it was Metatron that transmitted the Holy Law to Moses, and likewise, Enoch ascended in divine rapture just as Elijah ascended – according to the Book of Kings, Elijah ascended by a whirlwind.

As this holy name proposes, Metatron is the pure emanation of the Light Continuum, Yahweh, the essence of which is Eheieh, the Divine I Shall Be.

Now according to the Kabbalah, the tradition, creation is founded upon the Holy Torah – with Ten Holy Utterances creation comes into being, and with Ten Holy Commandments the Divine Intention (Ratzon) of creation comes into being, the generation of the Human One of Light, the enlightened human being.

Ten Utterances, Ten Commandments, these are the powers of the Ten Holy Sefirot – the Torah finds its fulfillment in the Holy Gospel in which the Ten Commandments are unified as One Holy Commandment, “Love one another as I have loved you,” the Holy Commandment of Melekh Messiah, the Human One of Light, Metatron being the Great Maggid of the Messiah, the One Anointed with Supernal Light.

The Holy Name of the Messiah is Yeshua (Yoshua), which contains the Great Name of Yahweh with the addition of the Holy Letter Shin, the letter of the Holy Shekinah, the Divine Presence; of the Messiah it is said that he is as the Ladder of Lights that Jacob saw in his dream at Bet El, upon which angels of God ascended and descended, the Gate of the Great Ascension.

If in the Jewish Kabbalah the holy name of Archangel Metatron at the giving of the Holy Torah is Torahkiel Yahweh (or Yod-He-Vau-He), then in the Christian Kabbalah with the coming of the Messiah and proclamation of the Holy Gospel this holy name becomes Torahkiel Yoshua (or Yod-He-Shin-Vau-He), the Word of God, the Light Continuum, delivers!

This was known to Enoch and Elijah, as to King Melchizedek, and was embodied and transmitted in Adonai Yeshua Messiah; the world receives this through the Messiah, specifically the Risen Messiah, Hayyah Yeshua (the Living Yeshua).

Now, when we intone this Holy Name, whether as Torahkiel Yod-He-Vau-He or as Torahkiel Yahweh it is the same Light-presence and Light-power of the Great Maggid, but according to how it is intoned there are different manifestations of the matrix of this Divine Power; as you have noted, Yod-He-Vau-He is linear, like a ladder stretching from heaven to earth, and Yahweh (pronounced: IAOWAY) is like a swirling, spiral, circular movement. Each has its use on a theurgic level, and each has its own kavvanot when intoned.

The kavvanah at the beginning of both is the same – it is kavvanah upon the Holy Law or Torah, the union of the soul with the Holy Law as with the greater prophets, the greater navim (seers); this empowers to the intoning of the Great Name, for in union with the Holy Law one does not intone it, but rather the Holy Shekinah, through which the Law and the Name are given, intones it – it is the only way it is rightly spoken or intoned.

The full power and essence of the Holy Law, of course, is the Messiah, the pure emanation of the First Commandment – the Gospel of the Messiah to the Holy Law being as Eheieh to Yahweh; thus the secret kavvanah when intoning Torahkiel is Melekh Messiah, specifically Hayyah Yeshua.

When Yod-He-Vau-He is intoned the kavvanot are the four Olamot: Yod, the Ten Names; He, the Archangels; Vau, the Orders of Angels; He final, the Celestial Spheres or Sphere of Mazlot (fortune or destiny) – this is the manifestation of Yahweh, the Light Continuum as the Great Luminous Assembly, the Sphere of Mazlot implying the Community of Israel, the assembly of tzaddikim and navim of the Divine Order.

When Yahweh (IAOWAY) is intoned the kavvanah is the union of the Supernal Universe and Matrix of Creation, the Pleroma of Light and Entirety – or else, the union of the two Great Ofanim, Metatron and Sandalfon, Hua.

The truth is the same, either way, but the movement of the Light-power in our Body of Light and the Sacred Circle is different, as you have noted in your own experience.

If we are to speak of kavvanot, they are the concentration of the mind and heart – all thought and desire on a single “object” of focus, and in such focused awareness thought and desire cease, and there is pure conscious intention, the full spiritual power of our soul’s will and love; whatever is willed in this way, in submission to the Ratzon of El Elyon, the Supreme, will come to pass as it is intended, as it is willed, every time.

This invocation of Metatron is rather like a lightening bolt version of the Great Convocation, whether by way of the linear or circular Sefirot.

Now Yod-He-Vau-He is the manifestation of four Gates of Light in the four directions of the Sacred Circle, so that these Holy Letters may be envisioned in the Four Directions; Yahweh is the manifestation of two Gates of Light, above and below, in the height and in the depth, so that “Yah” may be envisioned above and “Weh” below – Torahkiel is the Word of God by which this will come to pass, the Holy Law upon which heaven and earth are founded.

*There is another kavvanah with Yod-He-Vau-He which is all of the Holy Letter spelt out in full – those who understand might contemplate this.

As we have alluded to above, in place of Yod-He-Vau-He we may also intone Yod-He-Shin-Vau-He, also Yod-He-Vau-Shin-He; with the former is the kavvanah of the Messiah in the ascension and the outpouring of Supernal Fire, and with the latter it is the Second Coming, the Messiah in the Apocalypse – the initial kavvanah with Torahkiel remaining the same, kavvanah upon the Holy Torah. These two give insight into the emergence of the Holy Gospel from the Torah, the Holy Gospel hidden within the Torah.

Now there are also four different ways to intone Yod-He-Vau-He corresponding with Hokmah, Binah, Tiferet and Malkut – with a, i, o and u, respectively; the kavvanot of these is the Tetragrammaton manifest as the corresponding Sefirah, four principle grades of the Light Transmission; if and when Shin is added, the inmost essential grade of Light Transmission becomes the kavvanah, or else, the Light Transmission of Messiah manifest in these four grades.

*As you might imagine, various permutations of the Great Name may be used to bring about different theurgic intentions.

All of this is knowledge of the Word of God manifest in the Light Continuum (Yahweh), corresponding to Divine Wisdom, Hokmah – Reshit, the point beyond which there is nothing knowable.

All of this contains knowledge of the Path of the Great Ascension; thus, when understood, the invocation of Metatron by this holy name can lead to prophetic consciousness when the Holy Spirit enters to illuminate and elevate the soul.

May all souls be drawn up in the Path of the Great Ascension – may all souls be as holy angels ascending and descending in the Mystical Body of the Risen Savior, the Supernal Merkavah; amen.

Shabbat Shalom!

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